Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Four Today

Z. is 4 today! He is such an easy person to be with. He started his new school two weeks ago and seems just fine. Today as we drove across El Camino he said, "Mom, I love my new school!" You can't imagine my relief. I know he misses his friends, but change was going to happen eventually. And I know he is truly loved by the amazing and wonderful woman at SVA.

S. needs so much more from me. And I am always so tired. My job sucks and it sucks me dry. But my inner voice says its (the job) not worth any worry. Just do it and get out. Nothing extra, nothing more. They don't give and don't care, why should I? And so, S. is already getting more of me. I have a little more patients and I make a little more time. She works hard, and so do I.

Monday, September 6, 2010


In my kitchen alone. Cooking and listening to music. Its a hot summer day.